Monday, 24 March 2014

Lost Innocence

A flickering candle flickered on the table,
As I reflected back to all that was a fable,
A tale, a lie to protect my sweet innocence,
I slowly realized, what they did made sense.

My childhood used to be a very happy one,
No worries, no cares, simply filled with fun,
But somewhere down the road, my path did change,
For the better or for the worst, as a mountain range.

The wicked trickery of life had tricked me too,
As the wick of the candle fell, I had no clue,
That life was meant to take away my innocence,
It was never ever protected by a simple fence.

Blowing away the rhythm that had my heart beating,
I knew that this act by life was somehow cheating,
Winding down the road I had taken, I felt sad,
Cause life would’ve been so good and not so bad.

My thoughts kept flickering like the candle before me,
Here & there, I was tossed like being in a sea,
With the loss of something so simple, pure & real,
I had suddenly grown up to face the world, so surreal.

I learnt the hard way that Santa wasn’t real,
That I had been taught the world without its peel,
That reindeers & elves were simply a cooked up tale,
And my Dad had actually never set on a sail.


Time always had something new in store for me,
But this wasn’t something I wanted to be,
A meteor had crashed, leaving me upside down,
And all I could do now was look back and frown.

The realities I learned had shaken me to the core,
My life would never remain the same, no more,
Realising that the source of all my pleasure and fun,
Were simply lies piling up under the scorching sun.

The candle had almost lit up, an inch or so left,
Penning down my thoughts, before it becomes bereft,
But somewhere, deep within, I had accepted the fact,
Between nature and man, it was a simple pact.

My life had already synced with this new found life,
Which is double-edged, as sharp as a butcher’s knife,
People, who would, given a chance, push you away,
Leaving you alone, lonely & bereft, ending your day.

My ally, the candle was slowly breathing its last,
My time was up, to finally relive the past,
With the last flickering glow of the candlelight,

I give up my innocence, resolving in my plight………..

Thursday, 20 March 2014

Drizzle in the Desert....

DRIZZLE IN THE DESERT

The scorching sun simply bore down upon me,
With its red glaring rays, as hot as it could be.
Drenching me with sweat, taking away everything in me,
 Pushing me towards the ground, disregarding my head’s plea.

Not a shade in sight where I could rest for a while,
The bandits had left me with nothing, but for a pile.
A pile of sand, for every single thing they took from me,
There was no escaping my plight, as far as I could see.

The occasional thorny cactus, kept me for company,
And a great many bones, the destiny of many.
I walked and walked, each step filled with a weight,
As I slowly and humbly started accepting my fate.

One small peek towards the horizon, before I give up,
But what I saw next made my eyes suddenly lit up.
A small wave of dark clouds moving towards me,
Reigniting within me, a fire of hope, a hope I could see. 

The new found surge took me a bit further, Alas!
I could not walk anymore, my energy drained out at last.
With one last look at those hopeful clouds, my legs gave way,
And I fell down, mildly conscious of the happenings away.

I could see darkness around me, though it was day,
The heat reminded me of hell, I never thought of dying this way,
When  suddenly I felt a few drops on my neck, I could feel,
A sudden coolness, I turned with effort, almost ready to kneel.

The joy in my heart knew no bounds, as I felt each drop falling,
The feeling within me racing about me, feeling a calm, a calling,
Fast as sweet as nectar, it gave me a new light, a vision,
Never to give up and to go on as far as possible, became my mission.

Few drops was all it took to totally totalle my life,
Just as my love changed me, my plans and my whole life,
That drizzle in desert gave me a new found hope to live,
And for years I searched for that drizzle in my life, a way to live.

I realised this drizzle could be found in your love’s life,
It could be found in every heart, hot passionate, hot enough to melt ice,
In a baby’s smile, In a mother’s care, In a silent cove,

For that day, He had sent me not just a drizzle but something more….LOVE.