Did Cupid really strike?

I’ve been around her for quite a while,

But when we speak, it’s like from a mile,

Not much talk but plenty of smiles,

For her I could move mountains for miles.

Knowingly & unknowingly my eyes seek her,

Would have been content to just stare at her,

Teasing her just to see that lovely frown,

My heart bleeds when I see her let down.

I usually find reasons to just fight with her,

So I could always keep a distance from her lure,

But it’s usually me who goes back, hoping to patch up,

To tell her the truth, it’s something I’ve actually given up.

Love is frustrating that it keeps you sleepless at nights,

Thinking about our day & all those little fights,

But I’m not still sure on one thing, my friends,

Do I love her or do I just like…….. like friends……